Release Therapy

When we were together Jessica wrote me alot of letters and i always kept them stashed away where nobody could find them. But after what she did to me AGAIN i never wanted to see or hear from her EVER again. I wanted to close the wound. So i took every letter and picture i had of her and i set fire to an old pot. Before i tossed every letter in, i read it beginning to end and when i was done i looked at it one more time and tossed it in. Watching everything burn made me feel a little bit better. To this day i am still in love with her but i cannot forgive her for what she did again. I forgave her once and she vowed never to do it again. Sure enough, FIRST chance she got she does it again. Its a tragedy cuz i would have given everything up for her and in a sense, i was. Prettygirl i just want you to know that what i felt for you was real and it still is. I will NEVER forget cuz you were my first love and at one point we were going to be a family. You, me, and our baby; unfortunately God had other plans for our little angel. But thats a bond that we can NEVER break. That is something we will always share. I will ALWAYS love you Jessica Brooks.

118 Bye Mrs. 118