I Miss You Prettygirl

I am real sad to say that Jessica and I have broken up. I can honestly say that after two days of being broken up with her i miss her like crazy!!! Even though what she did and said to me was wrong I cant help but still love her the way I do. I miss her terribly and I cannot stop thinking about her and what she is doing and if she is ok. I also think about if she is thinking about me. I feel that us being broken up is the right way to be but why does it feel so wrong??? I feel as if I have lost half of my existance. She was such a huge part of my life for so long, she WAS my whole life. She was my Prettygirl. She was my heart and soul. She was ME in a way. I guess its normal to feel empty inside but I hope things will get better for me and I hope she is doing well for herself because God knows I love her still as much as I did before any of this happened. What hurts the most is knowing that we cannot be together no matter how bad I would love for it to be possible.


118 Im so confused